Writing about Writing

Posted in Christian Sci-Fi on May 6, 2009 by hrwilliams

I’ve been reading up on the genre. Critical essays on science fiction. What will be expected of me.

Science fiction has, traditionally, been about exploring new worlds, usually in outer space. More than a hundred years ago, those stories were optimistic, with the modern, enlightened man going forth and conquering. Sometimes there’d be stories about people shrinking down to explore the microscopic worlds all around us, or the stories would be about time travel, alien invasion, utopian/dystopian futures, etc. Usually, science fiction is based on a premise that could almost maybe possibly someday happen. The writer would latch onto one of those backdrops and explore human nature in that setting.

Well, my writing definitely explores human nature, and other worlds; but Shatterrealm is about hidden dimensions— which I believe in, but not in the way they’re written about in my series. There’s actual scientific research about other dimensions, possibly with higher beings in them (higher beings I would call “angels,” “demons,” and “God”), but there is no evidence for anything in my fiction, worlds like our own or resembling our legends. Using those sciency words is really just an excuse for me to hand a submachine gun to an elf, crazy stuff like that— it’s my excuse for doing whatever I want, whenever the need arises.

The “new frontier” I’m exploring isn’t an envisioned government. It’s the “melting pot” thing. I think it’s finally happening. Racism isn’t gone, never will be gone, but my generation is reaching across the gap more easily than I think any other has in a long time. There are still religious tensions, but look at how Catholics and Protestants are finally talking to each other, and our pluralistic society has stirred a greater interest in studying and understanding other faiths and cultures. So the “frontier” that my Sci-Fi explores is the one that’s stretching before us right now, spiritually and emotionally. I can’t say I’m optimistic about it, but I’m not hopeless. I just want to challenge my readers to rise to the occasion, win that frontier with honor. That’s what I’m shooting for.

Maybe I should illustrate.

There are several, fairly well-developed dimensions in the first book alone (and they’ll be fleshed out later, should anyone have an interest in reading on). There’s a city called Glister, in a human world, which is just a little more advanced than our own, destroying itself with narcotics; there’s a seemingly utopian world of monsters we’ll call Eskras, whose only law is Peace (and in reality, that world has everything but peace); there are worlds very similar to ours, and there’s our world; there’s a world called Lenovra, once densely populated with what we’d call “fantasy creatures,” but they’ve either fled or turned mortal.

Because our characters are people who have found various ways to move through all these worlds, logically it follows that they’d all be very different. Our main characters are a recently reunited family. Carv can play church, but hates God; Steph is a devout Roman Catholic; Cam loves God but hates church; and Char is a philosopher and a self-assured prodigy, and he never quite settles into any spiritual category, though he calls himself Catholic.

Kristi is a black girl raised in a white culture, ardently Methodist; her neighbor Andrew is half-Mexican, a preacher’s son who doesn’t identify himself as such, has issues with his Catholic relatives, and never speaks his mind; Ron is “white trash,” an atheist living with his pantheistic mother, and he enjoys debating religious people; Julie is agnostic, and rather anti-religion; and Commander Arons is a Messianic Jew.

When I was 14, I liked to take these characters, throw them together in some world and just watch them interact. Or more accurately, make them fight. Obviously I now put much more effort into story structure and functional elements, and the arguments aren’t so one-sided, but the spirit of discovery is still there. I love my characters—they’re almost like real people to me—so I try to give them a little autonomy, instead of forcing them to do what I’d have them do in an idealistic story.

The characters mentioned above are all on the same side. They want to save lives. The real physical conflict, and the villain element, is taken care of by others. Don’t worry, you won’t need to learn all their names. And let me just say, there will never be one character who’s absolutely right about everything. They all have something to learn from each other. Some will change their minds about things, some won’t. The story is about a group of people lost in the universe and trying to survive. As for the human element, they’re not so much there for dissing one worldview and elevating another as they are just challenging the readers to think.

In case you’re wondering, I’m a conservative Christian (a Free Lutheran, to be exact). And in case my fellow Christians are worried, I do believe that Jesus Christ is the Way, Truth, and Life. The thing is, because I’ve accompanied this belief with such an arrogant attitude in the past, I’ve ended up estranging a lot of wonderful people. I feel the true, hardcore Christians in my culture are set apart to the extent that we’ve been isolated from our society. We have our set way of looking at the world. We don’t know how to communicate with people who disagree with us.

But to follow Christ, you need to share Him. To share Christ, you need to love. To love, you need to empathize. To empathize, you need to be able to understand another point of view. And you know what? I think… it’s okay… if you don’t convert every non-Christian you meet. Human hearts are, after all, God’s work. All He asks of us is the above.

In short: I hope to challenge Christians to look at others not as labels, but as people, and to look at themselves not as saviors, but as works in progress. Oh yeah, and obviously, I hope to entertain everyone with an exciting story!

They say that speculative fiction is a form of romantic literature, the dramatic stuff. I and most professional critics don’t usually praise the dramatic stuff (think Conan or Twilight), but it will always be popular because it appeals to our instinctive side. Personally, I think a work needs a message to be of real worth, but lately I’ve come to realize that we don’t just need intellectual stimulation, but emotional stimulation, too. I try to work both of those things into my stories.

Dream Journal #5

Posted in Christian Sci-Fi, Influences, dreams and nightmares with tags , , , , , , , , on May 6, 2009 by hrwilliams

I dreamed that I was reading a LOTR/Narnia crossover written by Tolkien. Aslan and Lucy were in it, possibly in the Mines of Moria (and possibly in the canyon of Petra, hah) with Gandalf. But the whole time I kept thinking to myself, “Why would Tolkien have written this, when he actually hated Narnia?”

My guess is this was me trying to reconcile the fact that a great writer like Tolkien just didn’t personally enjoy something as dear to my heart as Lewis’ Chronicles. Still, a crossover would be awesome. Hopefully Lewis and Tolkien are working on it as we speak. ;)

Dream Journal #4

Posted in Christian Goth on April 16, 2009 by hrwilliams

Something about teddy bears… I think evil ones. Or at least morally ambiguous ones.

Dream Journal #3

Posted in dreams and nightmares on April 15, 2009 by hrwilliams

Last night, I dreamed I was the typical young girl character in an oldschool computer game/monster movie. So of course, I had a boy companion. And of course, we were in a dimly-lit labyrinth.

We encountered this creepy old guy who kind of resembled the advanced being from The Time Machine (the crappy movie version), but he also somehow reminded me of David Bowie. From Jim Henson’s Labyrinth.

In order to defeat him, my friend and I had to burn this manuscript. We had a lighter, but the flames would die out quickly, making it very difficult to burn the paper. We had to restart the flame over and over. The creepy guy almost seemed to want us to do it, as he left so we could more easily accomplish our goal.

When we’d finally burned all the paper, he reappeared, wrinkly and creepy-looking, and descended down some stairs (I think my mind borrowed them from the game Portal) and into some lava, where I guess he was reborn and turned out to be a good guy.

Dream Journal #2

Posted in dreams and nightmares on April 15, 2009 by hrwilliams

Two nights ago I had a dream about The Office. I have a love-hate relationship with this show. I hate it for its soul-crushing awfulness. I love it because everyone around me has loved it so long, and exposed me to it for so long, that it’s like a part of my life now. Stupid The Office.

Anyway, in this dream, I was painting the porch, and Andy sexually harassed me. It was, of course, terrible. However, I simply stopped doing whatever I’d been doing that had turned him on, and ignored him.

Jim and Pam were married and were in the process of buying a house. (No explanation was given as to what had happened with the old house.) They found this itsy-bitsy, teeny-weeny piece of crap in a nearby town and began renovating it. One problem: the closet was haunted. Really, more like demon possessed, because monsters would actually come out of it to chase you sometimes.

Pam saw it the most. I think Jim believed, but he never seemed to be around when it happened. (Typical horror movie stuff, the woman was alone.) Everyone else in the town doubted it, except for a secret cult/organization a la Hot Fuzz. They wanted to get the house so they could use the closet to their own means.

Pam threw a bunch of gasoline and explosives into the closet, and she and Jim ran for the hills. The entire house exploded.

Dream Journal #1

Posted in dreams and nightmares with tags , , , , on April 15, 2009 by hrwilliams

Three nights ago, I dreamed an episode of Firefly. Wash was alive, but he and Zoey were having marriage troubles — miscommunication, or really, an overwhelming lack of communication. There was some kind of distance between them.

I was in this dream, as a Siberian tiger for some reason. Kind of like the daemons in The Golden Compass. Anyway, Zoey and I went up to the “attic” of the ship. (Yeah, I don’t know why this ship had an attic. Dramatic affect.) We were just coming up the ladder when, looking over Zoey’s shoulder, I cried out and pointed— a body was hanging from the ceiling.

Apparently it was Wash’s anorexic ex-girlfriend, whom he hadn’t seen since long before he met Zoey. Apparently she’d hung herself in the attic, and no one had gone up there until now. What troubled me, though, was that the body had been spinning when we’d found it. Like someone had been up there.

This plothole was never resolved, because then the ship had to flee from some other ship (Reavers? Klingons?) and the dream basically became a disembodied me surfing through a beautiful sea of stars and nebulas, following the ship.

Also there was a humpback whale

GEEEEEK

Posted in Christian Sci-Fi on April 7, 2009 by hrwilliams

I checked out two books today. One was LOTR: Return of the King, because I’m writing a research paper on Aragorn. The other was an anthology of modern Science Fiction. All of this made me itch to read the new Christian Sci-Fi book I purchased over Christmas, The Personifid Invasion, but I don’t have time for that yet. Oh, and during my unit meeting I drew spaceships.

I am such a geek.

Also, my Creative Writing prof read my entire short story aloud for the whole class. It was ridiculously embarrassing, but… incredibly encouraging. I got some positive feedback, too. I think… my geekiness… might actually be in the process of paying off!

The Baldness Hall of Handsome

Posted in Christian Goth on December 7, 2008 by hrwilliams

The man whose awesomeness knows no bounds.

The man whose awesomeness knows no bounds.

#1: My Husband.

I realize he isn’t bald in this picture, but he won’t let me photograph him anymore. Nevertheless, Jared is, to me, the hottest man in all existence. He’s the only one I’ll ever want to sleep with. If I could be in a room with him, or with every other guy on the list, rest assured, I would pick him.

And not just because I’m attracted to him, but because he’s the best man I ever believe I’ll find. I love this guy.

 

#2-13: Everyone Else.

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Go for the sweet spot!

Vin Diesel.

It may just be that I have a crush on Riddick, but I believe Diesel’s acting skills are tragically underrated, and mostly due to the fact that he isn’t in many decent movies. When there’s actually a call for acting (like in the finale of The Chronicles of Riddick, cough) he does a lovely job. And in the case of Diesel, I think he’s actually more attractive without hair.

 

 

 

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Ed Harris = love.

Ed Harris: the facial structure of a Batman. Compare how he looks in The Abyss to his appearance in movies like Beautiful Mind and Enemy at the Gates. The man has actually grown more attractive with increasing age and baldness.  There are few who can make that claim. Go you, Ed.

 

 

 

 

 

What're you lookin' at?

Korben Dallas is balding. Is there a PROBLEM?!

 Bruce Willis.

Look at that smug jerk. It seems as if this guy’s been bald for as long as he’s been an actor and is he ashamed? Well, maybe he is, because recently he just decided to shave his entire cranium. Men, if you’re feeling insecure about your inability to keep your hair, perhaps you too should consider losing it on purpose so as to feel in control. Whatever you gotta do to stay secure, I guess.

 

 

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Let's not be angsty.

 

Hellboy.

I believe we can always learn lessons from fictional characters. If you feel you need to compensate for your baldness, perhaps you should grow some horns.

 

 

 

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Bald men, also, are saved by grace.

Joseph Fiennes: Not Bald. But he did have a monk-cut briefly in Luther, and I did not mind, I did not mind at all no. If he does go bald someday, I will still lovingly gaze upon him. Sigh.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Engage.

Patrick Stewart.

I heard somewhere, and am too lazy to verify, that Patrick Stewart started balding when he was sixteen. Poor kid. In any case, he looks pretty nice, nice enough to land the lead as Captain Picard in many a Star Trek adventure. You have to admit, Stewart makes bald look pretty good. Now that brief period when he had a mustache, that’s… something else entirely.

 

 

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That is NOT linear!

Avery Brooks.

Oh, and speaking of Star Trek, there’s this gorgeous hunk of man. I mean honestly, who cares if he’s bald? Who? I’m going to run the risk of being called racist and say that if you’re a black dude, you could wax your head from the age of three and no one would even wonder about it. And if you’re Avery Brooks, you’ve also got a resonating speaking voice, lovely singing voice, and acting skills that are way, way too good to ever have been on Deep Space Nine. Anyway, it’s perfectly acceptable for a black man to not have hair. I know it’s not fair, but neither is life. Suck it up, white guys.

 

 

 

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Sean Connery: Old, but Still Admired: The Movie

Sean Connery.

I watched this bad movie called First Knight, in which Sean Connery played an old King Arthur, whose wife cheated on him with Richard Gere. And Connery was STILL making out with her. Like, furiously. The lesson we can learn from this: Once you play James Bond, you are type-cast forever, even when you’re eighty.

 

 

 

 

 

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Insert medical joke here?

Anthony Edwards.

I’m not a huge fan of ER (that’s the show he’s from, right?) and this isn’t the greatest picture, but that dude’s pretty cute. And he brings great personality into the one role I saw him in. I believe it was his guest appearance in a flashback episode on a show he used to be on all the time.

 

 

 

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"NO bonds can hold me!!!"

Hector Elizondro.

And in my second Batman reference of the day, here we have the voice of Bane! Obviously this list is not in any particular order, or I’d have this guy much higher. I don’t know why I haven’t seen him in more things besides the Ditzface Diaries, but when all else fails, he’s a great voice actor. Even if neither BTAS nor TNBA had many Bane episodes that were worth watching, Elizondro himself did a great job.

 

 

 

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Look at the man. LOOK AT HIM!!!

Steven Spielberg.

This man is one of my heroes. Seriously, can he do any wrong? (Still blaming George Lucas for Indiana Jones 4, lalalalala!)

 

 

 

 

 

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Everybody! Everybody!

 

Homestar Runner.

I… I can’t really explain this one. Just… he’s bald. And adorable. There.

 

 

 

 

The moral of this story is, lots of men go bald. Heck, lots of women go bald. In a hundred years, no one’s going to remember. Just do something with your life. If you love others, they won’t have any reason not to love you. And your naked noggin.

Influences: What Did You Watch as a Kid?

Posted in Influences with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on July 23, 2008 by hrwilliams

Here are some movies and shows that have influenced my storytelling habits. Feel free to make your own list in the comments!

  • Star Wars
  • The Land Before Time
  • The Little Mermaid, Beauty and the Beast, Aladdin
  • Ghostwriter
  • Petra: Beyond Belief
  • Family Matters
  • Garfield & Friends (although I didn’t like the “and friends”)
  • Looney Tunes
  • Lois & Clark (although WHY still remains a mystery)
  • Doug (after he went over to ABC/Disney), Pepper Ann
  • Pinky and the Brain

While we’re on the subject, here’s what I watched as a teen:

  • Batman Beyond, The Zeta Project
  • Batman: The Animated Series and the Batman/Superman Adventures
  • Static Shock
  • Everwood (only for a short time, shut up)
  • Animated Spider-Man
  • X-Men: Evolution
  • Samurai Jack

Nowadays I don’t watch much. Is that sad? I’m not so sure.